J Hud Drops off them pounds and channels a new alter ego. Suddenly every designer wants to dress you. It’s like, “You look amazing! Please, choose a dress. Have a bag. And what about shoes?” I mean, wow! Now, whenever I open a magazine, I seem to see myself there. And I get to dress up every day and have someone take photos of it all. For someone who loves fashion, it’s like living the dream. Of course there are those mornings when I think, Please don’t look at me right now! But you just have to pull yourself together, get out there and do your job. I mean, how lucky am I to be in this position? When it’s mommy time at home, the supermodel me, black Barbie , as I call her is definitely not in the house. I don’t want to be all glammed up in big hair and full make up. I need to relax, to breathe and to concentrate on my son. Bam Commentary: I think its dope.. Everybody has a alter ego when the camera is on them.. Plus She has been killing every red carpet she has been